I am still living, barely, but I am. I had a lot of different life changes going on, with family, longlasting, but fading friendships, and life choices towards my future. It has made me a different person, more aware, more open, more daring, and more afraid, but I have finally done what I wanted in life, with my future, with who I wanted to spend the rest of my life with, and I'm open for anything, now....finally.

For starters, I am closing this page. I am finally going to start bettering my techniques, and I have been drawing alot more, and learning. I know how to draw, but I am very uneducated when it comes to what I am doing. That was one of the reasons I just stopped, I was getting no where with my art, and that was because I was uneducated. The techniques are getting more challenging, and I am so looking forward to what I will learn.

The other thing I wanted to point out was my life decision. I quit going to school to be a doctor, and decided to pursue art.

Yeah.

I am aware the art world is challenging, and it keeps changing with the times, but I decided to stop being afraid of failing, and just go for what I desire. That is to sculpt creatures, and do character designs for games, and movies (entertainment design). I am in the process of making a portfolio for the ACCD (art center college of design)and I am taking a few classes that will aid me in perspective, visual communications, and figure drawings. Hopefully with what I learn, I can take that, get in, and have some of the art I have been trying to do for centuries, but did not get the proper assistance, and put it in another gallery. I do plan on setting another one up, when I get some decent peices. Take my style, pinups, and horror, and add depth, and technique to it. Yeah, typical artists falling out, but there comes a time to grow for all of us.

I am finally doing what I want....and it feels good.

I want to thank all of you who made this a memorable ride these three years. Thank you for your wonderful comments, jokes, and support. People like you make me want to better my art so that I may create pieces for you to enjoy. It gives me a nice feeling to know that I somehow touched you guys, whether it be violation, or something pleasant. Again, thank you...

And to you (you know who "you" are) who broke my heart, thanks for this new outlook on my life and future. Your rejection caused me to live.

I still love you. Always will. I hope the future is good to both of us...